Amoi is coming back! I can't believe of all people I would miss her. Naz is right. Our relationship with her is full of love and hate. Hahahahaha. Her baby is so cute!!
Can't wait to catch up with her....
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
PAIN
The girl felt the pain. Its been quite awhile. She tried to stand it, hoping it will go away. The pain consume her, till she could no longer take it.
She went to see the doctor. The doctor gave her the bad news. It seems there is no way to make the pain go away. She will have to die.
Alone she sat. Figuring what to do. Would it be easier to just jump off or will it hurt less to drown? As she sat, as alone as she felt, she visions the people she love best.
She could see her mummy's sadness, she could see her daddy's fear. She could see her grandma's heartbroken and she saw her grandpa's tears. She saw her brothers and sisters, feeling lost and not knowing why. She knew her aunts and uncles and their children too. They will feel the lost and maybe shed a tear. Will her friends miss her? Will they think of her and offer their prayers?
In this empty world, where cruel and hurt is everydays thingy. How were she to survive? When the pain just refuse to go away.......
She went to see the doctor. The doctor gave her the bad news. It seems there is no way to make the pain go away. She will have to die.
Alone she sat. Figuring what to do. Would it be easier to just jump off or will it hurt less to drown? As she sat, as alone as she felt, she visions the people she love best.
She could see her mummy's sadness, she could see her daddy's fear. She could see her grandma's heartbroken and she saw her grandpa's tears. She saw her brothers and sisters, feeling lost and not knowing why. She knew her aunts and uncles and their children too. They will feel the lost and maybe shed a tear. Will her friends miss her? Will they think of her and offer their prayers?
In this empty world, where cruel and hurt is everydays thingy. How were she to survive? When the pain just refuse to go away.......
Friday, April 13, 2007
An Uncle
He was born on the 10th of Oct. Grew up in a big family. The youngest of the 8 siblings.
He grew up loved by many. Pampered but not spoiled. He never knew the hard life the way his sisters and brothers did, but he knew to be contented with what he has.
He was popular in school. A normal guy, who enjoys playing soccer but lazy when it comes to his studies.
He fell in love at a yong age. When boys are still boys. He was forced into marriage when he was only on the brink of manhood. Forced to grow up when he wasn't ready. Too much responsibilities, too much problems. He couldn't handle it all.
He wasn't smart but he was nice. He was love by many more. He turned to people he thought he could trust. He was led by them to things he shouldn't have touched.
It ruined his life. He ruined himself. He lost so much more than just amount. But one thing still stay true, a mother's love he could never loose.
He tried so hard to remain clean. It was so hard, it wasn't gonna be easy. He couldn't stay strong cos his problems and dilemmas just won't go away.
He died on 12th September at the age of 36. He left behind a wife who misses him so much. He left behind a mother who won't stop shedding her tears thinking of him. He also left behind a Niece who adores him lots, who misses him every single day, who had loved him as mush as she would have loved a bro, who will never forgive the people that had made his life in this world a living hell.......
He grew up loved by many. Pampered but not spoiled. He never knew the hard life the way his sisters and brothers did, but he knew to be contented with what he has.
He was popular in school. A normal guy, who enjoys playing soccer but lazy when it comes to his studies.
He fell in love at a yong age. When boys are still boys. He was forced into marriage when he was only on the brink of manhood. Forced to grow up when he wasn't ready. Too much responsibilities, too much problems. He couldn't handle it all.
He wasn't smart but he was nice. He was love by many more. He turned to people he thought he could trust. He was led by them to things he shouldn't have touched.
It ruined his life. He ruined himself. He lost so much more than just amount. But one thing still stay true, a mother's love he could never loose.
He tried so hard to remain clean. It was so hard, it wasn't gonna be easy. He couldn't stay strong cos his problems and dilemmas just won't go away.
He died on 12th September at the age of 36. He left behind a wife who misses him so much. He left behind a mother who won't stop shedding her tears thinking of him. He also left behind a Niece who adores him lots, who misses him every single day, who had loved him as mush as she would have loved a bro, who will never forgive the people that had made his life in this world a living hell.......
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Good News
Just came back, thought of taking a nap but realise that so much time will be wasted thus spent the time WISELY by going into the net and read up some OLD emails and blogs ;)
Feelings are quite on a roller coaster roll. One moment could be UP and the next would be DOWN. I think too many things going through my mind.
Met up wif Rach (finally!!!) for lunch. Talked bout her getting married. So happy and excited for her!! Can't wait to see her in her wedding gown ;)
Got 3 weddings to look forward to; Naz's, Alulu's and Rach's. Eh anyone else getting married???
Other good news, Amoi will be coming back at the end of this month. Hopefully will bring her baby along. Can't wait to see her. Who would have tot she could be missed. hehehe....
Got a big decision to make so got to think about it carefully. Worry and scared that I won't be able to go through with it.....
Feelings are quite on a roller coaster roll. One moment could be UP and the next would be DOWN. I think too many things going through my mind.
Met up wif Rach (finally!!!) for lunch. Talked bout her getting married. So happy and excited for her!! Can't wait to see her in her wedding gown ;)
Got 3 weddings to look forward to; Naz's, Alulu's and Rach's. Eh anyone else getting married???
Other good news, Amoi will be coming back at the end of this month. Hopefully will bring her baby along. Can't wait to see her. Who would have tot she could be missed. hehehe....
Got a big decision to make so got to think about it carefully. Worry and scared that I won't be able to go through with it.....