How do I put it into words so that he knew how I'm feeling. He always said that I have to talk and tell him how I feel but whats the point cos even if I tell him how I feel it won't stop him from doing what he likes. Whats the point of talking when I still have to see it from your point of view!
You know how I feel about your "hobby" yet it will always come before me!!
Sick of staying home worrying bout him. Can't take it anymore. My friends has become his. The rest has desert me. I'm left with no one to confide cos everyone keep saying he's so good to me.
Maybe I should get a new hobby. Maybe that way I'll be more busy than him. Maybe that way I will have my own life. Maybe that way........life would not suck so much right now!
I envy others get to go on hols. Yet I'm stuck here cos I'm trying so hard to save up. Enuf is enuf. Going to put me first from now......
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