Physically, Emotionally, Mentally

Exhaustion finally took over. It won over me physically, mentally, emotionally. Slept like a baby last nigght with no weird dreams or whatsoever.

It sux big time when a love you had for someone over 20 years ends and turns into hatred. When all this while you've been fighting together ends up fighting at each other. Whats more you dragged other people in and getting them to fight for you. Its just crazy and hurtful. Please let this be a lesson to all.

Seeing all this happening around us, really helps me to see my relationship with Soul clearly. Can't deny that I always worry that things won't work my way. It makes me see the mistakes that I don't want to repeat the same. Makes me really wants to work harder on our relationships and marriage (to come). So please slap me if you know I'm doing the wrong things to Soul. Wahahahaha....

On a happy note, got a big surprise appraisal bonus due to my hardwork last year. Not telling you guys the grade, but believe me it was really hardwork, with perseverence, never giving up, and doing it for the love of doing it for the children. Hmmmm wonder if I could acheive it again this year. Hahahahah greedy greedy..... Can't wait to shop!!!!

P.S. Already sign up a package for our indoor, outdoor wedding shots. So yah the weding is on. Just wait for the date!!!