I'm not sure how to start this......there is just too many things going on in my mind. It just won't stop overloading information. Every little thing of information that I've comed across just gets muggled up in this brain of mine.
Am reading Eclipse for the tenth time now and as usual mind boggling. Ok in this book, it started off with the relationship between Edward, Bella & Jacob (Bella's werewolf best friend!). I can't help but look at my relationship with Soul. Soul has been busy this past weeks with preparing for his Chingay performance. I somehow manage to find things to occupy myself while he's at it.
I realised that eversince I've started gone out with Soul I don't like to be on my own anymore. I am so depended on his company that I think it kind of irks my friends. (Sorry guys!) Its as if I have no life on my own! Had a weird dreams a couple of days ago......but not going to get into it. Anyway, while reading the book, I realised I know exactly how Bella feels. Edward left her for a short while causing her life to turn to hell, yet when Jacob asks how she could ever forgive him, she said "There's nothing to forgive". Life just isn' life without him.
My relationship with Soul has never been smooth sailing either. I could have just left whenever I wanted to. But I don't think I could ever live without him. Like what I've told him before, I would survive if he were to cheat me, but I could never take it if anything were to happen to him. Yes I would be broken hearted but I will bounce back and make sure he regrets it. But I won't know how to move on with my life if he is not in it anymore. So yes, now I understand why some women woould forgive thier husband when they cheated on them............
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