Thursday, March 08, 2007

Its Thursday

Time check: 4:15pm in LGS staffroom all alone

Waiting for Soul to finish work so we can head out for dinner together. Had to finish up some last minute work for a camp tomorrow anyway.

Hmmm it is a bit convenient that Soul and me working at the same place. Convenient in a way that we know what each other is doing, understanding each others work problems and IF in case anything were to happen (CHOI!!!) we can easily be contacted since half of the colleagues has my number while the other halfs got his. On the other hand, I think sometimes we see each other too much that we tend to take advantage of each other.

Is that how marriage life is gonna be?? I mean, will we get bored of each other since we gonna see each other day in and out? How will we spice things up between us??

Ok don't get any ideas. I'm not getting married YET. Will people stop asking me when. Yes me and Soul has put a target on when we want to get married but there is so many things still I want to do. Seriously begining to think that maybe we are in a hurry planning for THE day. No denying I envy those friends of mine who are married or getting married. It looks so exciting and easy but hearing about all the preparation and $$$ made me think twice. Then married life itself means more responsibilities and more $$$$ needed. Halo! I am now still struggling with my responsibilities as a daughter, a grandaughter, a sister, a teacher and a friend whats more with responsibilities as a wife and daughter-in-law.

Ok, am beginning to panic right now. Breathe Di, breathe......

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

baby it seems to me that u ARE not ready yet to get to the next level.. i dont wanna force you to do it if you dnt want to. i want us to do it because i see a future in us and ultimately I LOVE YOU. but since there are a lot more things and responsibilities that you have then i guess you are not prepared yet..

i love you honey..