Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Frustratingly f*** up

There is so much we can do......

Came home feeling emotionally drained. Before left school I called my favourite kid's mum concern that her attendance has been bad. The reason; she has skin problem. The kid loves to scratched herself when she's left at home. She doesn't do it in school maybe because we always manage to keep her occupied. Its really frustrating cos here I am trying to find ways to help her stop the habit whereas the mum refuse to send her to school because she is worried that I won't notice that her daughter would scratch herself. WHAT THE!!!! For her info I gave the daughter more attention that she does!! I have more heart pain than she does!! Can you believe it? She blames her daughter skin condition for her stress level when her daughter is no concern to her!! I've done so much to her and just when she was improving in so many areas, her mum has to refuse to send the daughter to school, causing her to regress. For all of your info, the scratch was just a tine one but because the mother was so smart to bandage her arm and causing the germs to stuck inside the wound thus causing her arm to be rotten with pus and all.

I told her that by sending the daughter to school, I could find ways to get her to stop scratching but the mum insist that there's nothing can be done to get her to scratch. The mum also insists that she keep her daughter occupied for 24 hours and holding her hand. Can you believe being stuck to your mum for 24 hours??!! If I also would scratch myself to death man like that!! I don't understand this parents. They want their child to be NORMAL but they won't help them to be NORMAL!! This world is sick man!!!

Giving up!! Must not let myself get to attached to her already. It just hurts so much when you've tried everything to help her yet there are PEOPLE factor that is hindiring you.

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