Diamonds are girls best friend

So true!!!!!

We are starting to look around for rings now. So many to choose from!!!! I've gotten 2 engagement rings actually so kind of have an idea what I want for our wedding bands. Both our mums wants us to get GOLD rings. So traditional!!!! I am of course one modern woman. Soul got me both white gold for my engagement ring. The first one with 1 diamond, the second one with 2 diamond.....so its just right that the 3rd one is with 3 diamond right?

Anyway we've looked and still looking around. We both decided we did not want Lee Hwa rings, because my first ring from Lee Hwa was such a disappointment. I lost my diamond not once but twice! Whats more, I seldom wear that ring! So fed-up! My sis also found a forum where there was alot of complaints on Lee Hwa's diamond. It even came out in The New Paper once! So it was not my fault! The diamond is really no good!

Ok so currently we are looking at Meyson which is connected to MENG SENG. I found this one rose gold solitaire ring that I really like. The band is uniquely hugging that one diamond so it feels really special!

The next one that attracts me is from Sooke Brilliant Rose collection. Ok I am definitely a fan of Sooke after my god-ma bought me a trilogy diamond necklace from Sooke, also from its Brilliant Rose collection, on my 21st birthday. I only wear the necklace on special and family occasions. The 2 rings that I'm attracted to is has 3 diamonds. The diamonds altogether is 0.3 carats.

Hmmmm so many diamonds and so not enough money!!!! At least I have about 4 months to make up my mind.......

Death is peaceful.....

Death is peaceful.......living is harder.........

I have been hurt too many time....disappointment???countless.....
How could people expect me to just take it easy and let it go. Don't they understand??? Its not once or twice. How come I'm the one who always have to give in. How come its ok if others are free last minute but not me? I guess I'm nothing. I don't belong here. Maybe its good that I'm leaving. That way I won't feel left out when I'm not invited.

Maybe I'm not a nice person. If I'm not, why the hell do I always have to be the one to give in.
Maybe I am really not nice. Maybe I am a dislikeable person.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere. My bestfriends are busy with their own life and have no time for me. And now this........am I being too sensitive?? But if I ignore my feelings then whos going to care? I can't take it anymore. I hate this!!

The Hols are here

Yeahhhhhh!!! One week break is here!!!!! Already got my days plan. I am sooooo looking forward to this break. I'm bog up with work all the way to the top so it will be a wonderful break even if its just a week. Please Time, just hold on a bit for me.......

On another news, Soul finally got his DSLR camera. Although its second hand, it is still in good shape and a joy to use. I am getting a hand on it and I also love taking pics of my kids. Wish I could put it up but hai soo many protocol lah with this batch.

Exhaustion

Ugh! I'm soooo tired. Nowadays fatigue keeps getting to me. No energy to just do the things I want. All my time are spent on doing school work. Even weekends was just burnt. I am either too exhausted to go out or I'm too busy finishing some things for school. Shit I have to get my life back.

Am looking forward to tomorrow and sat though. It's soul's mum's bday and we are having seafood??!!!! Yeah!!! But I will definately miss my gerl's night out with the makciks ;) NVM next week will plan to go east coast ;)

Sat going out with some friends after morning training/workshop. Long time never go out with them......

Also missing my best buds. Fad's busy with exams and Khairizal busy with gf!!!!

Soul turns 27

Tick tock....tick tock....there goes the clock!

Celebrated Soul's bday last sat. I can't believe he turned 27 already! Damn! My turn next!

Ok we didn't have a big celebration cos we are saving up for the big day. We just went to catch a movie (Inkheart) , ate my favourite chicken (BBQ) and went sheeshaing at Haji lane (fav place!!!)

The best thing about it was that it was just us. We don't get much us time nowadays. So it was really nice when it was just us and I get all his attention and he gets all mine ;) . We just talk and talk all through our sheesha.

Edward doesn't exist

REASONS Y EVERY GIRL IN THIS WORLD ENVY BELLA.......

1. Edward doesn't look at other girls

2. He has lived for almost a century and yet he fell for plain her

3. He bought 2 fast cars for her

4. He was going to pay for her college tution

5. He would kill himself if she dies

6. His one and only passion is HER

What is tht thing call Love??

I'm not sure how to start this......there is just too many things going on in my mind. It just won't stop overloading information. Every little thing of information that I've comed across just gets muggled up in this brain of mine.

Am reading Eclipse for the tenth time now and as usual mind boggling. Ok in this book, it started off with the relationship between Edward, Bella & Jacob (Bella's werewolf best friend!). I can't help but look at my relationship with Soul. Soul has been busy this past weeks with preparing for his Chingay performance. I somehow manage to find things to occupy myself while he's at it.
I realised that eversince I've started gone out with Soul I don't like to be on my own anymore. I am so depended on his company that I think it kind of irks my friends. (Sorry guys!) Its as if I have no life on my own! Had a weird dreams a couple of days ago......but not going to get into it. Anyway, while reading the book, I realised I know exactly how Bella feels. Edward left her for a short while causing her life to turn to hell, yet when Jacob asks how she could ever forgive him, she said "There's nothing to forgive". Life just isn' life without him.

My relationship with Soul has never been smooth sailing either. I could have just left whenever I wanted to. But I don't think I could ever live without him. Like what I've told him before, I would survive if he were to cheat me, but I could never take it if anything were to happen to him. Yes I would be broken hearted but I will bounce back and make sure he regrets it. But I won't know how to move on with my life if he is not in it anymore. So yes, now I understand why some women woould forgive thier husband when they cheated on them............

CNY 09

Ok time for an update.......


The new year 09 has been very chaotic. New class, new pupils, new parents, new principal...........hai.....the work is overloading. Besides work, am soooo busy preparing for my wedding. Its so exciting yet tiring. The first week of school, I keep coming home early to sleep. Its funny how I have so much energy in school and somehow at the end of the day I'm drained up.

Been going out with the makciks every friday night for a girls night out. Its really great that I get to do this kind of thing once in a while. I guess the company makes the difference. Also got to meet up with my 2 best buds from Ngee Ann. It was kind of last min thingy cos we stayed in CCK so its quite easy to meet up! (Ahui move lei!!!)


Can check out the pics:


Posing at Amoi's house.......



At East Coast having a big feast!


CNY this year was spent at my Cik Ras & Cik Salleh house Karaokeing. Cik Ras & Cik Salleh has just renovate their house and have installed new sound system with Karaoke! So fun!!! Karaoke the whole day like mad man!!! We sand some oldies just to entertein my grandparents, uncs and aunts!



Enjoying Cik Ras (Mak) cooking of curry chicken



Enjoying Wak Api(Ayah) singing




Cik Nah (Mummy) picking songs

2009

I hate the fact that I was alone
Surrounded by people that I don't know
2009 was suppose to start with a pop
Instead my tears just flow non-stop

"I'm, giving you everything, all the joy can bring, this I swear,
And all that I want from you, is a promise you, will be there"

Bored!!!

I am bored to death
School is re-opening in a few days and I'm soooo not looking forward to it
Not sure why
I have not done what I'm suppose to do
Kind of feeling down and out......

New Love

I've found new love.....hai....sigh!!!!!

Went to watch Twillight sneak preview with Zanariah today. I just love vampires. They are always described as this perfect looking people. Of cos only problem is they suck blood.

I went to watch the movie without reading the book first. So was really open minded bout it. Then, I fell in love!! Sigh....... Edward Cullen........pale, cool, smooth...... the perfect receipe for a guy that every parents would warn their daughters about. Sigh......(I've always been a sucker for dangerous guys)

I really didn't expect it. I mean who can beat Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise when it comes to good looking vampires right? Wrong!

I mean its not just the way he looks but the way he struts, his talk, his smile........hai.....if I was the girl, I would jump at him at the every opportunity I get and let him suck the blood out of me man!

On another note, the story line was just as great. The special effects was realistic. I especially love the way they manage to capture the essence of the vampires flying, jumping, and climbing the trees. Ok I'm going to drag Soul to go and watch it next week!!

He is sooo to die for!!

So cool and suave....

Sigh......

Another year

Yipes!!
Its coming almost to the end of the year!!!!
There's one more year to our BIG day!!!!

I can't stand people keep telling me to not spend and save the money for my wedding. Heck its my money! And if other people who doesn't work can still afford to get marry why not me! Buzz off people!!

On another part of my world, Soul just bought me a new PINK phone!!! Am so delighted with it!

Bittersweet Memories

Its been a hell of a year.

The school hols is here. Time for us to take a breather. Having a short break while doing my packing in class. It will be a NEW year for me. A new class, a new teacher, a new challenge.....Its seems as if only yesterday I got the posting to have this batch of students (J4P). And here I am againg 1 year later preparing for another batch of students.

My comfort zone has been upturned again. Again I am put in a position where I have to undertake new challenges. Honestly, next year will be the biggest challenge. My students next year will be the age 7-8. The cute ones!!!! Everyone seems very positive with me that I can't help being positive bout it too, but as always there will definately be a few wet blankets. Can't let them pull me down. I have soooo many project to look forward too.

Ok enough bout next year, the year is not over. We just had our Prom Night (my Bloody idea!) for our Senior levels. It was awesome! We really thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. This years batch of graduates really have a special place in my heart. 5 of them were actually my first batch of senior students that I taught. I had thoroghly enjoyed being thier teacher then. It is really a bittersweet memories for me. Cos at that age when I had them, they were still shy out of junior level. They were mischeivious and fun. Now they've grown so much. I'm really going to miss them. And if I have to leave next year, there will definatley be tears shed........

The Happening young teachers

Our 2 sports graduates who has contributed so much to our CCA

Favourite!!!!

Even with my heels I am still so short!!

I am one of them

Taken with The Prom King!

The Cosby Show

My family and I are hooked to The Cosby Show. I remembered watching Bill Cosby when I was younger and I always find him funny. Then one day, I was watching The Oprah, and she was interviewing the Cosby kids and they were all grown up! Then I saw HMV having a sale and they were selling The Cosby Show series DVD so cheap!!! And so I bougth it!!!

We have been watching it eversince. I just love how the family gets along and with all its antics. I Especially with Bill Cosby as the Dad. He is so hilarious!!!

Gone......

Not sure how to write this.......

Fri morn, woke up late.....got a msg from my best bud.
"One of our ex-school mate from sec sch lost in the sea since tuesday. Read the newspaper."
Bought a newspaper on the way to school.
It is true then.

It is funny how you read the news everyday but never get affected until it happens to someone you knew. All of a sudden, memories came back fast. Yes we were not close. But its the fact that we knew each other's existence that makes the affects. I can't imagine how the family is feeling. The emotions are too raw.

In this journey through life, so many people we get to know. One way or another. May be close, may be not. Maybe, they are just passing through our lives. How many more will we lose. How many more will we be affected. Will I be remember when I'm gone? Will I affect other people's lives the way they affected mine?

Happy 3rd year Anniversary!!!

We celebrated our 3rd year anniversary and 1 year engagement!!! Like I said time just flies by.....







We didn't really plan to celebrate it big cos



1) its fasting month!!!! We can't eat anyhow!!!!



2) trying to save very very hard for our wedding!!!!!



3) tomorrow school re-open ;(







Anyway, we planned to visit our old place at Boat Quay. Have not been there for so long! Boat Quay was our first date place ;) Man if it could talk, the stories it can tell.....







The place is very famous for phototaking....especially for wedding pics. Today only at our place (which is opposite of Fullerton), we saw 3 sets of brides and grooms having their pics taken there. We soooo not going to take our pics there.....even if its our favourite place.







I bought Soul a polo-T from this expensive brand (Zoo York), which I got for disc ;)



He bought me a necklace which I've been wanting for sooo long ;)

Sept school hols at the end

Damn! Time flies past us again......its Friday 5th Sept, almost the end of the one week break already. AAaggghhhhh!!! I need to do lesson plan and prepare for next term already!!!! I don't want to go back to school!!!

Ok breathe girl breathe.........

Went to chill with my buddies yesterday at Haji Lane. We actually went to Bugis Village cos my buddy Jess wants to buy a dress there. And I end up buying this awsome skirt that can also becomes a tube dress. Love it!!!!
Then we head out to Haji Lane to 'chop' place for breaking fast. We then just chill there, laughing at stupid antics till 10.

Oh oh... I also finally manage to go in to the Anggun Andaman to check the mak andam. The bridal clothes are so awsome!!! The deco is also very very nice!!! But I need to calculate the budgets first before I can actually decide. I still want to check one bridal shop at Changi. They also have awsoem bridal gowns...only problem is the destination. We are also going to Tampines tonite to talk to our photographer/videographer.

Yes people.....we are preparing for THE WEDDING OUR WEDDING
Wahahahaha....stay tune.....

My New Slide

Went Up The Flyer

Finally!!!!

I got the chance to went up the flyer. Ok initially I was freaking out cos I'm so scared of heights. Hallo, even though we were in this big container........can you imagine if we were to fall......ok imagination running mad.....shudders......

Anyway I quite enjoy it (cos its free anyway!!) but I don't think it's got rid of my fear. Hmmmmmm.......

anyway can check out the pics :

Batman - The Dark Knight

Manage to catch Batman last tuesday and man its awesome!

Ok I fell asleep watching the first one (there was just too much talks on things I don't understand) and I actually watched this cos I saw how good The Joker was on the trailer but I was just blown away with the whole action. Mind you, I am not a big fan of action packs. I would only watch action packs when its shown on tv. But this definately will go to mine and Soul's DVD collection we intend to keep once we have our own place.

Ok how different is Heath Ledger's Joker to Jack Nicolsan's Joker? Alot!!!! I always find the Jack Nicolsan Joker as funny and silly (he was a good Joker) but this time, the reviews are right. Heath Ledger brought Joker to another level! He is so psychotic in this movie that it is scary. He IS really GOOD!! It can be quite confusing though cos there is too many characters you have to take note of. Although I don't really think Maggie Gyllenhal is suitable for the role to take over Kate Beckingsale (did I spell the name right?), the love affair is just great. Christoper Nolan also did great with the scripts. Its understandable now why although Batman always saves Gotham from all the bad guys, he is still looked and wanted as the bad guy in gotham.

If you have not catch it you better man, Its just so awesome!!