Taking my time to pen this words down.
I knew it ain't gonna be easy but I'm gonna do it anyway.
U have been a friend I could always rely on.
Never failed to be there.
Years have gone by, we've learnt to grow up.
Each of us have taken a different path, each of us leading a different life.
U are surrounded by wonderful friends, u don't need me anymore.
I'm leaving u now, steps by steps away.
I wish u all the best, all the happiness that u can get.
I hope those friends that u've loved and adore,
Will be there for u, as how u had for them.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Feeling Lousy
Been feeling very lousy for the past few days. I am seriously not sure whats wrong with me. Have been losing my temper easily lately, getting impatient over small things. Need to destressed myself soon. Not to worry cos payday is in 3 days time. YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!! Can go shopping!!!!! Yeah!!!!!
Missing my friends alot!!!! Especially Naz and Alulu. We used to lepakz alot together. Must meet up with them soon. Also because of my bz schedule, missed seeing my god daughter who just celebrated her 3rd year birthday. Must buy her a belated birhday present. Hmmmmm......
Also must meet up with Rach soon. Yo babe, better meet up soon before I finish up my pay. hahahaha......
Missing my friends alot!!!! Especially Naz and Alulu. We used to lepakz alot together. Must meet up with them soon. Also because of my bz schedule, missed seeing my god daughter who just celebrated her 3rd year birthday. Must buy her a belated birhday present. Hmmmmm......
Also must meet up with Rach soon. Yo babe, better meet up soon before I finish up my pay. hahahaha......
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Weird
Been haunted by weird dreams for the past few days. Its making me cranky during the days. Wats up with that???!!!
The first week was hectic. Hadn't got the chance to think bout Uncle Rosli until the weekends. Soul said its a good sign cos then it means I'm focusing on my work and letting him go slowly. But when given a chance to dwell, it hits hard and straight.
Making things worse, just receive a news that someone I knew, was told after a check up she has cancer. Not sure how to react to the news at first. Even while she was telling me about the check up and everything else, my mind went berserk. How could a nice person like her get it??!! How come its someone I know??!!! Not sure what else to expect and it is only the begining of the year.
And wats more, somehow this song keeps banging in my head:
Life’s a show and we all play a part
And when the music starts,We open up our hearts
It’s all right if some things come out wrong.
We’ll sing a happy song
And you can sing along.
Where’s there’s life,
There’s hope.
Everyday’s A gift.
Wishes can Come true.
Whistle while You work.
So hard All day.
To be like other girls
To fit in in this glittering world.
Don’t give me songs.
Don’t give me songs.
Give me something to sing about.
I need something to sing about.
Life’s a song
You don’t get to rehearse.
And every single verse
Can make it that much worse.
Still my friends
Don’t know why I ignore
The million things or moreI should be dancing for.
All the joyLife sends.
FamilyAnd friends.
All the twists
And bends
Knowing that
It ends.
Well thatDepends…
The first week was hectic. Hadn't got the chance to think bout Uncle Rosli until the weekends. Soul said its a good sign cos then it means I'm focusing on my work and letting him go slowly. But when given a chance to dwell, it hits hard and straight.
Making things worse, just receive a news that someone I knew, was told after a check up she has cancer. Not sure how to react to the news at first. Even while she was telling me about the check up and everything else, my mind went berserk. How could a nice person like her get it??!! How come its someone I know??!!! Not sure what else to expect and it is only the begining of the year.
And wats more, somehow this song keeps banging in my head:
Life’s a show and we all play a part
And when the music starts,We open up our hearts
It’s all right if some things come out wrong.
We’ll sing a happy song
And you can sing along.
Where’s there’s life,
There’s hope.
Everyday’s A gift.
Wishes can Come true.
Whistle while You work.
So hard All day.
To be like other girls
To fit in in this glittering world.
Don’t give me songs.
Don’t give me songs.
Give me something to sing about.
I need something to sing about.
Life’s a song
You don’t get to rehearse.
And every single verse
Can make it that much worse.
Still my friends
Don’t know why I ignore
The million things or moreI should be dancing for.
All the joyLife sends.
FamilyAnd friends.
All the twists
And bends
Knowing that
It ends.
Well thatDepends…
Friday, January 05, 2007
New Year, new work
Am trying to do my lesson plan but it seems my brain won't work, keeps floating to other things.
Its only 3 days of school and already could feel the preasure pressing me down. Not sure what I did last year but I seemed to be piled up with responsibilities this year. Not sure also if its a good sign or not. So worried I won't be able to handle it, so afraid to let people down when they have so much comfidence in me.
On another happy note, Soul got a permanent place in school. Get to see him everyday ;) . Hahahaha.......Already planning in my mind what to do during the June holidays.
Its only 3 days of school and already could feel the preasure pressing me down. Not sure what I did last year but I seemed to be piled up with responsibilities this year. Not sure also if its a good sign or not. So worried I won't be able to handle it, so afraid to let people down when they have so much comfidence in me.
On another happy note, Soul got a permanent place in school. Get to see him everyday ;) . Hahahaha.......Already planning in my mind what to do during the June holidays.