I have always been in denial when it comes to my age. Just ask the people who knows me. I have always believe that I've stopped aging at the age of 21. FOREVER 21! Whenever people ask my age, I would ask them to guess. When they guess a smaller number, I would give a wide smile and agree. And when they guess a bigger number, I would hit them on the head and tell them a smaller number. Hahahaha!
People keep telling me that "age is just a number". It is not ok! Everytime u age, the number gets bigger and you are suppose to be older and wiser, so how is it that "age is just a number"? However I do know that there are some people who is aging and yet still no wiser, so who am I complain!
Turning 29 as a MOM, wow! I have never could imagine myself as a MOM. I know some gerls who had imagined themselves being a mom since they were young and I envy them, cos they seemed prepared to be a mom. For me, even while pregnant, I never even try to imagine myself being a mom. I guess I thought having the baby is just like playing doll. I would do whatever I want according to how I want it. HA! Fat hope! It happens the other way round! Instead I have to do whatever she wants whenever she wants! I had no idea it would turn out this way.
So now at 29, as a MOM, life turns 360 degrees for me. No more good night sleeps, no more eating/drinking whatever I want (goodbye COKE!). No more shopping and spending my money anyhow. No more carrying my laptops wherever I go cos now my bag is full of diapers, extra clothes, powder and baby wipes! In fact, I had totally forgotten bout my birthday till last nite when I saw the advertisement for the latest movie sequel of "Pirates of the Carribean" which opens today. (There goes watching movie previews!) Actually, not only I had forgotten bout my birthday, my whole household has forgotten bout it cos the attention has shifted to HER. Haiii.....
I guess now I can forgot bout having the attention to myself. But Ishould not be complaining. Every minute spent with her is wonderful and precious. In fact, the best birthday present I got today, is when she finally smiles at me when I told her I love her so much. Its as seems she understands me!
I guess now, I am accepting turning 29 cos she is the best birthday present I can ever have and she is all mine. That is untill she turns 16 or 21 if I'm lucky! And that people, is PRICELESS!