What is tht thing call Love??

I'm not sure how to start this......there is just too many things going on in my mind. It just won't stop overloading information. Every little thing of information that I've comed across just gets muggled up in this brain of mine.

Am reading Eclipse for the tenth time now and as usual mind boggling. Ok in this book, it started off with the relationship between Edward, Bella & Jacob (Bella's werewolf best friend!). I can't help but look at my relationship with Soul. Soul has been busy this past weeks with preparing for his Chingay performance. I somehow manage to find things to occupy myself while he's at it.
I realised that eversince I've started gone out with Soul I don't like to be on my own anymore. I am so depended on his company that I think it kind of irks my friends. (Sorry guys!) Its as if I have no life on my own! Had a weird dreams a couple of days ago......but not going to get into it. Anyway, while reading the book, I realised I know exactly how Bella feels. Edward left her for a short while causing her life to turn to hell, yet when Jacob asks how she could ever forgive him, she said "There's nothing to forgive". Life just isn' life without him.

My relationship with Soul has never been smooth sailing either. I could have just left whenever I wanted to. But I don't think I could ever live without him. Like what I've told him before, I would survive if he were to cheat me, but I could never take it if anything were to happen to him. Yes I would be broken hearted but I will bounce back and make sure he regrets it. But I won't know how to move on with my life if he is not in it anymore. So yes, now I understand why some women woould forgive thier husband when they cheated on them............

CNY 09

Ok time for an update.......


The new year 09 has been very chaotic. New class, new pupils, new parents, new principal...........hai.....the work is overloading. Besides work, am soooo busy preparing for my wedding. Its so exciting yet tiring. The first week of school, I keep coming home early to sleep. Its funny how I have so much energy in school and somehow at the end of the day I'm drained up.

Been going out with the makciks every friday night for a girls night out. Its really great that I get to do this kind of thing once in a while. I guess the company makes the difference. Also got to meet up with my 2 best buds from Ngee Ann. It was kind of last min thingy cos we stayed in CCK so its quite easy to meet up! (Ahui move lei!!!)


Can check out the pics:


Posing at Amoi's house.......



At East Coast having a big feast!


CNY this year was spent at my Cik Ras & Cik Salleh house Karaokeing. Cik Ras & Cik Salleh has just renovate their house and have installed new sound system with Karaoke! So fun!!! Karaoke the whole day like mad man!!! We sand some oldies just to entertein my grandparents, uncs and aunts!



Enjoying Cik Ras (Mak) cooking of curry chicken



Enjoying Wak Api(Ayah) singing




Cik Nah (Mummy) picking songs

2009

I hate the fact that I was alone
Surrounded by people that I don't know
2009 was suppose to start with a pop
Instead my tears just flow non-stop

"I'm, giving you everything, all the joy can bring, this I swear,
And all that I want from you, is a promise you, will be there"