Met The Family

Hai....feeling very stressed rite now. Actually finished feeling stressed but am recalling what happened in the day made me stressed again.

Recap on the Day:

Was invited to my pupil, Shannon, home today for the Chinese New Year. She lives in one of those terrace house somewhere in upper serangoon near to potong pasir. Ok that was not the point. So got nice food to eat and get to see Shannon in her different environment and her different behavior. Quite leased with her actually cos she was very welcoming and helpful in serving us as guests.

Then went to see my grandparents. Haven't been able to visit for the past weeks due to my hectic schedule in school. Feeling very bad cos now my grandparents are living on their own. Really need to spent more thime with them.

Ok the stress part is that today I met Soul's family. He hs been wanting me to meet his mum for quite some time already but I had always managed to avoid it. So today his sibs are celebrating his mum's bday so he asked me to tag along. Initially I kind of keep finding excuse not to go but SOMEONE told me I have to meet them sooner or later so better sooner! What kind of advice was that?? Anyway it has been kind of unfair also lah since he has met all my family members. ;P SO we met his mum first at Lakeside mrt. She is very quite. (Now I know where Soul's gotten his quiteness from.) Met his sis together with her husband at Swensen where we had dinner. The sis very nice, quite open but I still got along way to go to feel comfortable. The brother (the younger one) looks so like him.
Ok for u people who has no idea why am I so stressed up for is bcos I have never NEVER met up with any of my BF's family. I mean I never have to cos it never got far (I guess). I am not the type that charms people easily or gets comfortable with people easily so it was really awkward for me but I'm glad its over. Hopefully I get to sleep well tonite.....

Walkin Home

The night is young, the sky is clear. The moon can't be seen but the stars are shining bright. Somehow no matter how tired I was, I felt the need to walk home and clear some thoughts in mind.

I love walking home. Don't know why. Used to walk home everytime after late nights out with friends. Even if it was 2 or 3 am in the morning. Somehow it just felt free. But now Soul doesn't allowed it due to my safety, so I only walk home if I'm coming home early.

Anyway, trying to sort out some things in life right now. Keep questioning, am I making the right decisions? Is this what I want out of life?
U guys know how serious I am. Am not the 'relek' type. And me being me, don't want to confide in people. No matter how close I am to friends, I am never the type to open up to my feelings and thoughts easily. Unless the scenario is over and done. And unless that person I trust with my life. (And I can count those people with one hand.)

What My Birthdate means

Your Birthdate: May 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October

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5 months

12.09.06 - 12.02.07

Its been 5 months now.
The tears may have dried but the crack in the heart is still there.
Missing u lots, though trying hard to forget.
Pretending that u are still somewhere out there.

So Bzzzzzz

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Time check, its 4:15 in LGS staffroom, all alone.
My brain is dead man! Have been over busy with school activities for the past few weeks. Actually got lots of things to write but for now, the brain is just too tired to think of the words. Ok let me gather my thoughts.

Have been training our 6 pupils for a vertical marathon tournament fo the past fe weeks almost everyday. The marathon will be held on th 25th February. Me & Soul has been taking turns to train the kids in school and today we brought them out into the neighbouring flats to try out. The kids have to each climb up to 10 storey. At first thought was "WAH LAU!!! 10 storeys lei!!! Die man long time never climb stairs" When actually it took us less than 2 minutes. Can you believe it, it is less than 2 minutes to reach the 10th floor!!! And we were not even running yet. Hmmmm, could be that the steps of flights are too little. Maybe next time should get them to climb all the way to the 20th floor. Hahahaha

On another note, i just finished reading this book title "My Sister's Keeper". It is damn sad and good. Gonna lend Soul the book to read so cannot write down what it is about here. Anyway just the sypnosis: The story is about this 13 year old girl who was made (n I mean literally made) to match her 2 years older sister's blood. Her older sister was found to had leukimia at the age of 4. Now we all by now should know what is leukimia. So since she was born, she has been given her blood to her sister. Now her sister has been found to have a kidney problem. Although she loves her sister, she doesn't want to give up her kidney for her sister. So what does she do? She actually sues her parents. It is during this trial when you get to find out the reasons behind her suing. And the ending is so ironic but sad. YOU SHOULD READ IT!!

Ok, Soul bought a new soccer boots. VERY NICE!!!! It looks like I will be playing soccer more now that Soul has got his boots. So we tried out his new boots (while I have my own old boots) yesterday in school with my class boys and guess what! My boots fell apart!!! Can you believe this. Its a SIGN!!! Dilah, time to get a new soccer boot. Heheehheee. Saw a pink (actually its white with very light red stripes that makes it looks pink from far) adidas soccer boots at the place where Soul bought his. Hmmmm maybe I should get it at the end of the month ;)