Its 2 months to being married. Life seems to get better. Can't believe how well we are both adjusting to it. Then again...its only 2 months. Maybe we will see the difference more in 2 years??
Everyone's been really great. Seems happy for us. Can't wait for the new year! Our first married new year!!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Chaos In Life
My life has just turned chaotic!!! And i thought previously it was already chaotic enough........
Hai...just stepped into a new phase of life. Never ever imagined that I would get to here so......
Marriage life is not a breeze ok!
Got up every morning (or at least I try to) to make breakfast for Soul. Kind of cool cos I get to make things that I've never tried before. Can't wait to get our own place so can try to whip up more things. We usually spend the weekday going to school together and coming back together ;) Hahahaha its like 24/7 of togetherness. I loike!
But now my 24 hours are not only around my family and friends! Now its My family, His family, My friends, His friends and ourseves! Ok if u think u got no time for urself now, well wait till u are married!
We still have not gone for our honeymoon cos we are still busy managing the time to adjust to each others but soon!
So far so good. Everythings in place in life. Its as if nothing can make it go wrong. But again, anything can happen and everyday changes.......
Hai...just stepped into a new phase of life. Never ever imagined that I would get to here so......
Marriage life is not a breeze ok!
Got up every morning (or at least I try to) to make breakfast for Soul. Kind of cool cos I get to make things that I've never tried before. Can't wait to get our own place so can try to whip up more things. We usually spend the weekday going to school together and coming back together ;) Hahahaha its like 24/7 of togetherness. I loike!
But now my 24 hours are not only around my family and friends! Now its My family, His family, My friends, His friends and ourseves! Ok if u think u got no time for urself now, well wait till u are married!
We still have not gone for our honeymoon cos we are still busy managing the time to adjust to each others but soon!
So far so good. Everythings in place in life. Its as if nothing can make it go wrong. But again, anything can happen and everyday changes.......
Monday, October 19, 2009
Too many things
As the days gets nearer,it seems more things we have to go through. Somehow I feel its more for me.
Not the type to bother to keep many friends, but yet the friends I depend on always lets me down.....especially when I need them the most......
Not the type to bother to keep many friends, but yet the friends I depend on always lets me down.....especially when I need them the most......
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Reflections
So many things on my mind till I had forgotten about our 4th year anniversary. 4 years!!! I keep asking myself how did I actually get here. How did WE get here!!! I have always fall for the rebellious bad boy kind. The boys I've gone out had been totally selfish, self indulgent, and nowhere can be compared to Soul. Hahahahaha!
Again....how did I get here? So many things to look out, look to at......I can't beleieve it. Everyday i woke up thankful for what I have. Looking forward to what I am going to have. Everday is a challenge to get where i want to be. And it is not a destination. It is just being there, being here.....
Again....how did I get here? So many things to look out, look to at......I can't beleieve it. Everyday i woke up thankful for what I have. Looking forward to what I am going to have. Everday is a challenge to get where i want to be. And it is not a destination. It is just being there, being here.....
Sunday, September 06, 2009
A whole day with the Animals
Woke up late yesterday. Had not had a relaxing sat for quite some time. Anyway was woken up by a phonecall from a parent. Time was 11:30. There is no way I can go back to sleep now. Read my book. Damn! The story has end. Now what! Went online. Surfin through......Hmmmm.....interesting...... The zoo, night safari and Birdpark is opening its door to all teachers! Cool! Called Soul. Meeting up at 3:00 pm. Time to shower and dress.....
The weather seems cool. Not too hot and not too cool. Met Soul at cck interchange. Its going to be a good day cos we did not miss the bus ;) The bus ride was calm. Not crowded at all. Reached the zoo in 15 mins. Went to queue to get the tix. Yeah!!! we're in!!!
So many animals to see! So many pics to take! Get to feed the kangaroo!!! Eyyuuuu their saliva all over my hand!!! But very cute creatures. So rare to get to do this ;) We walked around, trying to visit all the animals. The white tiger still so handsome! Got to see one of the elephant dance for us. hahahaha that was cute too. Saw 2 young chimpanzees playing tag. We sit down alot, talk alot, take pics of me alot!!!
Left the zoo, time to head to night safari. Damn the queue seems long! How come all the teachers are here?? Its ok, its not that long. Got our entry chop on our arm. Now to find a seat to break fast. And wait for Khairizal. Talked some more. Watch the entertainment. So cool so many people. Ok time to eat! And he is still not here! Never mind we eat first. Finally he came and we have finished our food.
Went in...quick lets head to the "Creatures of the Night Show". The MC was wonderfully entertaining. So bochap and not shy! Very good! We enjoyed it so much! Ok lets walk. Saw the tiger, yawning away. The giraffe was too far away. Walked the leopard trail, met the leopard. Can't seem to remember the name of the rest of animals. Damn my animal vocab must be limited! Let's go for a drink first before we head home. Dropped by the souvenier shop first. Ooohhhh!!! saw a cute Tiger bag! Awsome I'm getting that! So Happy!! Ok let's go for the drink!
The weather seems cool. Not too hot and not too cool. Met Soul at cck interchange. Its going to be a good day cos we did not miss the bus ;) The bus ride was calm. Not crowded at all. Reached the zoo in 15 mins. Went to queue to get the tix. Yeah!!! we're in!!!
So many animals to see! So many pics to take! Get to feed the kangaroo!!! Eyyuuuu their saliva all over my hand!!! But very cute creatures. So rare to get to do this ;) We walked around, trying to visit all the animals. The white tiger still so handsome! Got to see one of the elephant dance for us. hahahaha that was cute too. Saw 2 young chimpanzees playing tag. We sit down alot, talk alot, take pics of me alot!!!
Left the zoo, time to head to night safari. Damn the queue seems long! How come all the teachers are here?? Its ok, its not that long. Got our entry chop on our arm. Now to find a seat to break fast. And wait for Khairizal. Talked some more. Watch the entertainment. So cool so many people. Ok time to eat! And he is still not here! Never mind we eat first. Finally he came and we have finished our food.
Went in...quick lets head to the "Creatures of the Night Show". The MC was wonderfully entertaining. So bochap and not shy! Very good! We enjoyed it so much! Ok lets walk. Saw the tiger, yawning away. The giraffe was too far away. Walked the leopard trail, met the leopard. Can't seem to remember the name of the rest of animals. Damn my animal vocab must be limited! Let's go for a drink first before we head home. Dropped by the souvenier shop first. Ooohhhh!!! saw a cute Tiger bag! Awsome I'm getting that! So Happy!! Ok let's go for the drink!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Would Love be just as transparent????
Was riding the bus home after a long day? My faithful MP3 plug to my ears. Daydreaming about the days to come. Planning what to do,what to wear. Bus stopped. In my mind, "One more stopt to go......"
A man caught my attention. He was what? In his early 30s? After allighting he was standing facing the door. Waited after a passenger got down, he raised and stretched his hand to the door. A woman hold his hand. She was pretty and not pregnant. They walked home, side by side.
I smiled wondering if they were newlyweds? Or is their love still going strong and so transparent. Its rare to see this kind of gestures......How many would envy it, I wonder again??
A man caught my attention. He was what? In his early 30s? After allighting he was standing facing the door. Waited after a passenger got down, he raised and stretched his hand to the door. A woman hold his hand. She was pretty and not pregnant. They walked home, side by side.
I smiled wondering if they were newlyweds? Or is their love still going strong and so transparent. Its rare to see this kind of gestures......How many would envy it, I wonder again??
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Hen Night
Just woke up and feeling a bit groggy.......
Had my hen night yesterday with the makciks. I can't believe that they would plan such a wonderful surprise for me. Soul was very good at pretending not knowing anything at all.
The ladies did very well decorating the room. I am so touched by the efforts they put in. Planning to eat seafood since last week so as not to arouse my suspicions!! Classic. However there was some tell tale signs that makes me suspicious. Hahahahaha. But I had a wonderful time! We did have our seafood after all!
Can't wait for my 2 photographers to upload the pics for me!!! Then can show u all......
Had my hen night yesterday with the makciks. I can't believe that they would plan such a wonderful surprise for me. Soul was very good at pretending not knowing anything at all.
The ladies did very well decorating the room. I am so touched by the efforts they put in. Planning to eat seafood since last week so as not to arouse my suspicions!! Classic. However there was some tell tale signs that makes me suspicious. Hahahahaha. But I had a wonderful time! We did have our seafood after all!
Can't wait for my 2 photographers to upload the pics for me!!! Then can show u all......
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Updates...updates.....
Damn so many things to updates.....
Have not been feeling up to blogging so this might be quite messy as I try to put it all together.....
First thing first.....
We had our wedding pics taken. Wheeee!!!! We had lots of fun but of cos was very exhausted by the end of the day. We had 6 different outfits to change into! We had our pics taken at West Coast Park and a carpark near Westmall shopping centre. Hmmm....y did we pick this place? Honestly west coast park was last minute. We initially wanted to take at Bird Park but due to time constraints..... The carpark was an empty carpark and the view was awsome and somehow different. Anyway we will see how the pics turned up ok! we did not want our pics to be taken "Natural" cos I sooo cannot act cute/funny infront of the camera so we had our pics taken in a "Modelling" mode frame. Don't play play ok! Singapore's Next Top Model!!!! hahahahaha
Next.......
Michael Jackson passing..........
Ok I am not a really big fan of him (unlike my sis who knows every song, every story and everything about him!) but I love his songs (the one I knew lah) and I respect him as being one of the greatest legend in entertainment in the whole world. I most of the time ignore the stories bout him but can't help feeling sorry for him to endure all the paparazzi. His untimely death was shocking and sad. Whats more, leaving his 3 children whom he loves so much, still young. Although I felt his face was getting weirder, there is still no denying that he is a legend that cannot be replaced. He will definately be missed.......
On another note.....
We managed to get a short getaway to JB. Hahahahaha very short lah only one day! Had a wonderful time shopping and makan! Felt really relax.....
Lastly......
We are making good progress with our wedding preps. We have gotten all the important things out of the way. We've gotten our rings ;), I got my bag which I had been looking for like soooo long!! We have picked our wedding costumes ;) and made our cards. Now all we are left to do is just get married! hahahahaha! you wish it was that easy!
Have not been feeling up to blogging so this might be quite messy as I try to put it all together.....
First thing first.....
We had our wedding pics taken. Wheeee!!!! We had lots of fun but of cos was very exhausted by the end of the day. We had 6 different outfits to change into! We had our pics taken at West Coast Park and a carpark near Westmall shopping centre. Hmmm....y did we pick this place? Honestly west coast park was last minute. We initially wanted to take at Bird Park but due to time constraints..... The carpark was an empty carpark and the view was awsome and somehow different. Anyway we will see how the pics turned up ok! we did not want our pics to be taken "Natural" cos I sooo cannot act cute/funny infront of the camera so we had our pics taken in a "Modelling" mode frame. Don't play play ok! Singapore's Next Top Model!!!! hahahahaha
Next.......
Michael Jackson passing..........
Ok I am not a really big fan of him (unlike my sis who knows every song, every story and everything about him!) but I love his songs (the one I knew lah) and I respect him as being one of the greatest legend in entertainment in the whole world. I most of the time ignore the stories bout him but can't help feeling sorry for him to endure all the paparazzi. His untimely death was shocking and sad. Whats more, leaving his 3 children whom he loves so much, still young. Although I felt his face was getting weirder, there is still no denying that he is a legend that cannot be replaced. He will definately be missed.......
On another note.....
We managed to get a short getaway to JB. Hahahahaha very short lah only one day! Had a wonderful time shopping and makan! Felt really relax.....
Lastly......
We are making good progress with our wedding preps. We have gotten all the important things out of the way. We've gotten our rings ;), I got my bag which I had been looking for like soooo long!! We have picked our wedding costumes ;) and made our cards. Now all we are left to do is just get married! hahahahaha! you wish it was that easy!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Special O National Games 2009
Ok I know this post came abit late...but better late than never.....
The days or should I say week that I have been waiting for. Special Olympics National Games happens only once every 4 years. This year was the 7th National Games which was held on the 5th June - 9 June 2009.
At the 6th National Games, I was only a rookie to LGS so I was not part of the whole school committee. I remembered just volunteering to cover up one of the teachers/coach that had to go back for th night. It was kind of a blur memory (not sure why).
This year, me and Naz was so looking forward to it (since both of us volunteered the last time we had fun!) However, due to certaing people (which I don't want to bother to mention!), it kind of sucks! But we are very proud of our track and field team, which we both personally trained with the assistance and volunteers, Jess & Phyllis(what would we do without them!). We managed to bring back 6 gold medals, 12 silver medals and 6 consolation medals. Wohhooo!!! We actually did very well considering it is our first olympic! And most of our athletic are virgins to olympics, which means this is their first olympics too!!!! We are so ecstatic for them!!!! The feelings of knowing that you trained them, you were there for them at that everystep and knowing that the medal they've won is something no one else can give them but they themselves had to work for, it is just over the top. We both know that everyone of that athlete has done thier very best and that is all we want th\em to prove.
The outreach team which I had coach and trained together with Soul also won a gold medal. Believe me, this medal means a lot to each of them. Because they know, that they might not be smart and "normal" like other boys and girls, but they are just as competitive and to them wining is proving that they are best at something that other people are not. They trained hard so they deserve it. And I feel so proud of them that no words could describe it!
My only downside?? I would not be able to continue to train these wonderful kids who has so much potential in them myself. I only hope the next person to take over me will have the same passion, sense of commitment and responsibilities to these kids as much as I had. Cos I know some of the teachers in special school are full of shits and excuses!
The days or should I say week that I have been waiting for. Special Olympics National Games happens only once every 4 years. This year was the 7th National Games which was held on the 5th June - 9 June 2009.
At the 6th National Games, I was only a rookie to LGS so I was not part of the whole school committee. I remembered just volunteering to cover up one of the teachers/coach that had to go back for th night. It was kind of a blur memory (not sure why).
This year, me and Naz was so looking forward to it (since both of us volunteered the last time we had fun!) However, due to certaing people (which I don't want to bother to mention!), it kind of sucks! But we are very proud of our track and field team, which we both personally trained with the assistance and volunteers, Jess & Phyllis(what would we do without them!). We managed to bring back 6 gold medals, 12 silver medals and 6 consolation medals. Wohhooo!!! We actually did very well considering it is our first olympic! And most of our athletic are virgins to olympics, which means this is their first olympics too!!!! We are so ecstatic for them!!!! The feelings of knowing that you trained them, you were there for them at that everystep and knowing that the medal they've won is something no one else can give them but they themselves had to work for, it is just over the top. We both know that everyone of that athlete has done thier very best and that is all we want th\em to prove.
The outreach team which I had coach and trained together with Soul also won a gold medal. Believe me, this medal means a lot to each of them. Because they know, that they might not be smart and "normal" like other boys and girls, but they are just as competitive and to them wining is proving that they are best at something that other people are not. They trained hard so they deserve it. And I feel so proud of them that no words could describe it!
My only downside?? I would not be able to continue to train these wonderful kids who has so much potential in them myself. I only hope the next person to take over me will have the same passion, sense of commitment and responsibilities to these kids as much as I had. Cos I know some of the teachers in special school are full of shits and excuses!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Turning 27
I just turned 27..... EEEyyyuuuuuuuu!!!!!! Don't tell its just a number.........no matter what, the number gets bigger and it gets scarier. Cos as the number gets bigger, I get closer to one thing I fear most..........
I remember, how much I use to look forward to my birthdays. Always celebrate it with friends and family. Started out at 1 years old......the only child, grandchild, niece in the family, I had a big birthday celebration with lots of food and dresses as present. All my years in school, I always celebrated my birthday with my friends. (Remeber the Sabo days!!!!) And when I start to teach, my colleagues wouldmake the kids sing a birthday song for me. Hai....... but I wanted a low key birthday this year. What with all the work in school and preparing for my wedding, my birthday was the last thing in my mind.
However, yesterday had an awsome time. Got my besties and Soul spending time doing our favourite thing....just hanging out and laughing. Woke up groggy at 9 this morning. Hahahaha but no regrets.......
But still the number gets bigger.......
I remember, how much I use to look forward to my birthdays. Always celebrate it with friends and family. Started out at 1 years old......the only child, grandchild, niece in the family, I had a big birthday celebration with lots of food and dresses as present. All my years in school, I always celebrated my birthday with my friends. (Remeber the Sabo days!!!!) And when I start to teach, my colleagues wouldmake the kids sing a birthday song for me. Hai....... but I wanted a low key birthday this year. What with all the work in school and preparing for my wedding, my birthday was the last thing in my mind.
However, yesterday had an awsome time. Got my besties and Soul spending time doing our favourite thing....just hanging out and laughing. Woke up groggy at 9 this morning. Hahahaha but no regrets.......
But still the number gets bigger.......
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Diamonds are girls best friend
So true!!!!!
We are starting to look around for rings now. So many to choose from!!!! I've gotten 2 engagement rings actually so kind of have an idea what I want for our wedding bands. Both our mums wants us to get GOLD rings. So traditional!!!! I am of course one modern woman. Soul got me both white gold for my engagement ring. The first one with 1 diamond, the second one with 2 diamond.....so its just right that the 3rd one is with 3 diamond right?
Anyway we've looked and still looking around. We both decided we did not want Lee Hwa rings, because my first ring from Lee Hwa was such a disappointment. I lost my diamond not once but twice! Whats more, I seldom wear that ring! So fed-up! My sis also found a forum where there was alot of complaints on Lee Hwa's diamond. It even came out in The New Paper once! So it was not my fault! The diamond is really no good!
Ok so currently we are looking at Meyson which is connected to MENG SENG. I found this one rose gold solitaire ring that I really like. The band is uniquely hugging that one diamond so it feels really special!
The next one that attracts me is from Sooke Brilliant Rose collection. Ok I am definitely a fan of Sooke after my god-ma bought me a trilogy diamond necklace from Sooke, also from its Brilliant Rose collection, on my 21st birthday. I only wear the necklace on special and family occasions. The 2 rings that I'm attracted to is has 3 diamonds. The diamonds altogether is 0.3 carats.
Hmmmm so many diamonds and so not enough money!!!! At least I have about 4 months to make up my mind.......
We are starting to look around for rings now. So many to choose from!!!! I've gotten 2 engagement rings actually so kind of have an idea what I want for our wedding bands. Both our mums wants us to get GOLD rings. So traditional!!!! I am of course one modern woman. Soul got me both white gold for my engagement ring. The first one with 1 diamond, the second one with 2 diamond.....so its just right that the 3rd one is with 3 diamond right?
Anyway we've looked and still looking around. We both decided we did not want Lee Hwa rings, because my first ring from Lee Hwa was such a disappointment. I lost my diamond not once but twice! Whats more, I seldom wear that ring! So fed-up! My sis also found a forum where there was alot of complaints on Lee Hwa's diamond. It even came out in The New Paper once! So it was not my fault! The diamond is really no good!
Ok so currently we are looking at Meyson which is connected to MENG SENG. I found this one rose gold solitaire ring that I really like. The band is uniquely hugging that one diamond so it feels really special!
The next one that attracts me is from Sooke Brilliant Rose collection. Ok I am definitely a fan of Sooke after my god-ma bought me a trilogy diamond necklace from Sooke, also from its Brilliant Rose collection, on my 21st birthday. I only wear the necklace on special and family occasions. The 2 rings that I'm attracted to is has 3 diamonds. The diamonds altogether is 0.3 carats.
Hmmmm so many diamonds and so not enough money!!!! At least I have about 4 months to make up my mind.......
Monday, April 06, 2009
Death is peaceful.....
Death is peaceful.......living is harder.........
I have been hurt too many time....disappointment???countless.....
How could people expect me to just take it easy and let it go. Don't they understand??? Its not once or twice. How come I'm the one who always have to give in. How come its ok if others are free last minute but not me? I guess I'm nothing. I don't belong here. Maybe its good that I'm leaving. That way I won't feel left out when I'm not invited.
Maybe I'm not a nice person. If I'm not, why the hell do I always have to be the one to give in.
Maybe I am really not nice. Maybe I am a dislikeable person.
I feel like I don't belong anywhere. My bestfriends are busy with their own life and have no time for me. And now this........am I being too sensitive?? But if I ignore my feelings then whos going to care? I can't take it anymore. I hate this!!
I have been hurt too many time....disappointment???countless.....
How could people expect me to just take it easy and let it go. Don't they understand??? Its not once or twice. How come I'm the one who always have to give in. How come its ok if others are free last minute but not me? I guess I'm nothing. I don't belong here. Maybe its good that I'm leaving. That way I won't feel left out when I'm not invited.
Maybe I'm not a nice person. If I'm not, why the hell do I always have to be the one to give in.
Maybe I am really not nice. Maybe I am a dislikeable person.
I feel like I don't belong anywhere. My bestfriends are busy with their own life and have no time for me. And now this........am I being too sensitive?? But if I ignore my feelings then whos going to care? I can't take it anymore. I hate this!!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
The Hols are here
Yeahhhhhh!!! One week break is here!!!!! Already got my days plan. I am sooooo looking forward to this break. I'm bog up with work all the way to the top so it will be a wonderful break even if its just a week. Please Time, just hold on a bit for me.......
On another news, Soul finally got his DSLR camera. Although its second hand, it is still in good shape and a joy to use. I am getting a hand on it and I also love taking pics of my kids. Wish I could put it up but hai soo many protocol lah with this batch.
On another news, Soul finally got his DSLR camera. Although its second hand, it is still in good shape and a joy to use. I am getting a hand on it and I also love taking pics of my kids. Wish I could put it up but hai soo many protocol lah with this batch.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Exhaustion
Ugh! I'm soooo tired. Nowadays fatigue keeps getting to me. No energy to just do the things I want. All my time are spent on doing school work. Even weekends was just burnt. I am either too exhausted to go out or I'm too busy finishing some things for school. Shit I have to get my life back.
Am looking forward to tomorrow and sat though. It's soul's mum's bday and we are having seafood??!!!! Yeah!!! But I will definately miss my gerl's night out with the makciks ;) NVM next week will plan to go east coast ;)
Sat going out with some friends after morning training/workshop. Long time never go out with them......
Also missing my best buds. Fad's busy with exams and Khairizal busy with gf!!!!
Am looking forward to tomorrow and sat though. It's soul's mum's bday and we are having seafood??!!!! Yeah!!! But I will definately miss my gerl's night out with the makciks ;) NVM next week will plan to go east coast ;)
Sat going out with some friends after morning training/workshop. Long time never go out with them......
Also missing my best buds. Fad's busy with exams and Khairizal busy with gf!!!!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Soul turns 27
Tick tock....tick tock....there goes the clock!
Celebrated Soul's bday last sat. I can't believe he turned 27 already! Damn! My turn next!
Ok we didn't have a big celebration cos we are saving up for the big day. We just went to catch a movie (Inkheart) , ate my favourite chicken (BBQ) and went sheeshaing at Haji lane (fav place!!!)
The best thing about it was that it was just us. We don't get much us time nowadays. So it was really nice when it was just us and I get all his attention and he gets all mine ;) . We just talk and talk all through our sheesha.
Celebrated Soul's bday last sat. I can't believe he turned 27 already! Damn! My turn next!
Ok we didn't have a big celebration cos we are saving up for the big day. We just went to catch a movie (Inkheart) , ate my favourite chicken (BBQ) and went sheeshaing at Haji lane (fav place!!!)
The best thing about it was that it was just us. We don't get much us time nowadays. So it was really nice when it was just us and I get all his attention and he gets all mine ;) . We just talk and talk all through our sheesha.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Edward doesn't exist
REASONS Y EVERY GIRL IN THIS WORLD ENVY BELLA.......
1. Edward doesn't look at other girls
2. He has lived for almost a century and yet he fell for plain her
3. He bought 2 fast cars for her
4. He was going to pay for her college tution
5. He would kill himself if she dies
6. His one and only passion is HER
1. Edward doesn't look at other girls
2. He has lived for almost a century and yet he fell for plain her
3. He bought 2 fast cars for her
4. He was going to pay for her college tution
5. He would kill himself if she dies
6. His one and only passion is HER
Saturday, January 31, 2009
What is tht thing call Love??
I'm not sure how to start this......there is just too many things going on in my mind. It just won't stop overloading information. Every little thing of information that I've comed across just gets muggled up in this brain of mine.
Am reading Eclipse for the tenth time now and as usual mind boggling. Ok in this book, it started off with the relationship between Edward, Bella & Jacob (Bella's werewolf best friend!). I can't help but look at my relationship with Soul. Soul has been busy this past weeks with preparing for his Chingay performance. I somehow manage to find things to occupy myself while he's at it.
I realised that eversince I've started gone out with Soul I don't like to be on my own anymore. I am so depended on his company that I think it kind of irks my friends. (Sorry guys!) Its as if I have no life on my own! Had a weird dreams a couple of days ago......but not going to get into it. Anyway, while reading the book, I realised I know exactly how Bella feels. Edward left her for a short while causing her life to turn to hell, yet when Jacob asks how she could ever forgive him, she said "There's nothing to forgive". Life just isn' life without him.
My relationship with Soul has never been smooth sailing either. I could have just left whenever I wanted to. But I don't think I could ever live without him. Like what I've told him before, I would survive if he were to cheat me, but I could never take it if anything were to happen to him. Yes I would be broken hearted but I will bounce back and make sure he regrets it. But I won't know how to move on with my life if he is not in it anymore. So yes, now I understand why some women woould forgive thier husband when they cheated on them............
Am reading Eclipse for the tenth time now and as usual mind boggling. Ok in this book, it started off with the relationship between Edward, Bella & Jacob (Bella's werewolf best friend!). I can't help but look at my relationship with Soul. Soul has been busy this past weeks with preparing for his Chingay performance. I somehow manage to find things to occupy myself while he's at it.
I realised that eversince I've started gone out with Soul I don't like to be on my own anymore. I am so depended on his company that I think it kind of irks my friends. (Sorry guys!) Its as if I have no life on my own! Had a weird dreams a couple of days ago......but not going to get into it. Anyway, while reading the book, I realised I know exactly how Bella feels. Edward left her for a short while causing her life to turn to hell, yet when Jacob asks how she could ever forgive him, she said "There's nothing to forgive". Life just isn' life without him.
My relationship with Soul has never been smooth sailing either. I could have just left whenever I wanted to. But I don't think I could ever live without him. Like what I've told him before, I would survive if he were to cheat me, but I could never take it if anything were to happen to him. Yes I would be broken hearted but I will bounce back and make sure he regrets it. But I won't know how to move on with my life if he is not in it anymore. So yes, now I understand why some women woould forgive thier husband when they cheated on them............
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
CNY 09
Ok time for an update.......
The new year 09 has been very chaotic. New class, new pupils, new parents, new principal...........hai.....the work is overloading. Besides work, am soooo busy preparing for my wedding. Its so exciting yet tiring. The first week of school, I keep coming home early to sleep. Its funny how I have so much energy in school and somehow at the end of the day I'm drained up.
Been going out with the makciks every friday night for a girls night out. Its really great that I get to do this kind of thing once in a while. I guess the company makes the difference. Also got to meet up with my 2 best buds from Ngee Ann. It was kind of last min thingy cos we stayed in CCK so its quite easy to meet up! (Ahui move lei!!!)
Can check out the pics:
Posing at Amoi's house.......
At East Coast having a big feast!
CNY this year was spent at my Cik Ras & Cik Salleh house Karaokeing. Cik Ras & Cik Salleh has just renovate their house and have installed new sound system with Karaoke! So fun!!! Karaoke the whole day like mad man!!! We sand some oldies just to entertein my grandparents, uncs and aunts!
Enjoying Cik Ras (Mak) cooking of curry chicken
Enjoying Wak Api(Ayah) singing
Cik Nah (Mummy) picking songs
The new year 09 has been very chaotic. New class, new pupils, new parents, new principal...........hai.....the work is overloading. Besides work, am soooo busy preparing for my wedding. Its so exciting yet tiring. The first week of school, I keep coming home early to sleep. Its funny how I have so much energy in school and somehow at the end of the day I'm drained up.
Been going out with the makciks every friday night for a girls night out. Its really great that I get to do this kind of thing once in a while. I guess the company makes the difference. Also got to meet up with my 2 best buds from Ngee Ann. It was kind of last min thingy cos we stayed in CCK so its quite easy to meet up! (Ahui move lei!!!)
Can check out the pics:
Posing at Amoi's house.......
At East Coast having a big feast!
CNY this year was spent at my Cik Ras & Cik Salleh house Karaokeing. Cik Ras & Cik Salleh has just renovate their house and have installed new sound system with Karaoke! So fun!!! Karaoke the whole day like mad man!!! We sand some oldies just to entertein my grandparents, uncs and aunts!
Enjoying Cik Ras (Mak) cooking of curry chicken
Enjoying Wak Api(Ayah) singing
Cik Nah (Mummy) picking songs
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2009
I hate the fact that I was alone
Surrounded by people that I don't know
2009 was suppose to start with a pop
Instead my tears just flow non-stop
"I'm, giving you everything, all the joy can bring, this I swear,
And all that I want from you, is a promise you, will be there"
Surrounded by people that I don't know
2009 was suppose to start with a pop
Instead my tears just flow non-stop
"I'm, giving you everything, all the joy can bring, this I swear,
And all that I want from you, is a promise you, will be there"